#this scene killed me #just imagining dean drunk out of his mind when he’s up #crying and thrashing when he’s asleep #and any moments of clarity in between being dedicated to getting sam out *whispers* Let’s not forget that according to one of the Supernatural books, Dean even tried to find a way to raise Lucifer again in an attempt to free Sam from the Cage.
if you think dean only saves sam because he doesn’t want to be alone then all I can say to that is bullshit
dean wasn’t alone. He had lisa, he had ben. He wanted Sam.